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Saturday, 31 January 2009

  • The Leo female has great inner beauty and often outstanding physical beauty as well.

    Her heart is truly that of the lioness. She is courageous and brave and often self-sacrificing where love is involved.

    She has the ability to love even the most difficult and infuriating people because she is broad-minded and more forgiving than any other woman.

    The lioness thrives on praise and, fortunately for her, has the ability to be reassured by even a few meager words of approval, for many hesitate to tell this powerful female any opinion they have of her or her actions.

    It is extremely important that this woman have a creative outlet. She absolutely 'needs' to channel some of her energy into creative activity.

    When the lioness rules a home, all those within it know they are well loved and feel warm and secure in her protection. If your woman is a Leo....treasure her!

Wednesday, 28 January 2009

  • I woke up from the two hours of sleep I had with an empty void in my heart.
    like it's been scooped out of my chest.
    and it PHYSICALLY aches.

    but Nothing can change the way he treated me.

    No more tears.
    gotta be Strong.
  • my hands tremble as I type this
    my mind races fast
    to a light that doesn't exist in the corridor

    eyes, tired, puffy.
    tears, dried.
    heart, shattered.

    I tried to be strong.
    my tears wouldn't listen.

    I felt helpless.
    as i sat infront of him.
    his lips move.
    I can't hear a word.

    It's over.
    Me and My Boyfriend are no longer.

Thursday, 22 January 2009

  • So close we are so damn far.

    You’re in my arms and all the world is calm
    The music playing only for us two, so close together, so close to feeling alive
    I wanna tell you a secret, can I leave it on your lips?
    I wanna sing it to you, or tell it through this kiss
    If I told you my secret, would you swear to keep it?

    Watching you dream and seeing you smile
    It's amazing how I still get butterflies every once in a while
    Feelings exist, I'm falling , twist on lust - a choice to care, a wish to touch

    So this is it, the feeling that I've missed
    A subtle kind of pain that keeps me from sleep

    As life goes by, romantic dreams will stop
    So I bid mine goodbye and never knew...so close was waiting, waiting here with you
    And now forever I know, all that I wanted to hold you so close. So close to reaching that famous happy end, lmost believing this was not pretend.
     
    Now you’re beside me, so far but so far.
     
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    So I'm trying something new everyday, keeping myself open to new experiences and letting new things find me. I'm taking motorcycle classes. I'm thinking of taking dance lessons too, pole dancing.


    My carbon fiber gloves 

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

  • Visit becusofyou's Xanga Site
    • Name: becusofyou
    • Member Since: 11/24/2008
  • I am not a great writer. I am no prudent philosopher nor am I wise. I don't write grandiose poems or philosophical blogs. But I want to be fantastically something in a tiny college town called Berkeley :]
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